Friday, July 04, 2008
I totally hate it when he says, ''she only does cleaning and nothing else.''
It felt like a limitation to my working ability and capability.
I just feel like shouting right into his face and ask him to SHUT UP.
yesterday's badminton game was fun, although both gals can easily thrash the 2 guys. haha. I just love playing badminton. even though i always ended up breaking out in heat rash. once again, we din book any court, just trespassed and occupied the court without paying a single cent. I guessed i should start giving buying shuttles if not pei shan gonna slaughter me soon for using up all her shuttles.
Was so tired after all the chit-chatting. only managed to sleep abt 1 plus. Was actually driven to sleep by my hunger and lethargy.
With all the dreams invading my sleep every single day, it never fails to drive me crazy. I was so forced to getting up the bed. Everyday, i started my day feeling so restless and sleepless. It felt like it was even more tiring than not sleeping. I tink i should seek some HELP soon. or am i over reacting over my dreams?
I hope i can just stop dreaming and a good night sleep, at least for a day. Spare me from my dreams please.
I beg you, Boss.
Loving & waiting..
Sunday, June 29, 2008
im back, again.
Loving & waiting..
Sunday, November 11, 2007
I can no longer eat like before. I can no longer eat whatever i like. With every bite, i can really feel the pain of the nerves all over.
Not being able to eat has really made me a sad person.
This time, its no longer the viral gastrities. this time, i chose it myself, to end up in this plight.
I am now ongoing my braces treatment.
Even without the extraction, even without the wires tightening, i can already feel the dreadful torture.
The separators are really getting on my nerves. its squeezing its way bet my teeth, making my teeth move n move. as long as im awake, i can feel the movement at all times. I really have the temptation to pull out all the brackets and bring all this torture to a stop.
For all my meals, i cant bite nor chew, i can only drink it down.
My greatest fear in life, is not being able to eat.
And now, im fighting against my fear.
For a moment, i wonder if this is all worth it. i have to go through the torture the braces is giving me. After 9 mths, i have to go through the nightmare of my jaw operation. After the operation, i have to go through the 9 mths of braces again.
Im going to look horrible and monsterous during the course of the treatment, with my lower jaw lookign even more protruded. I have turned myself into an ulgy duckling. hurhur.
Not only that, i have to resist the temptation to spend. i can no longer splurge and shop. Coz i have to pay for the costly sufferings on my own.
Someone please tell me that all these are all worth it.
Someone please tell me to hang on n persevere.
Someone please tell me that i can do it.
Loving & waiting..
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
A joke for all, for a good laugh!
Red Indian Mating Season
Two Red Indians and an Irishman were walking through the woods. All of a sudden one of the Indians ran up a hill to the mouth of a small cave.shouting "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" he called into the cave and listened closely until he heard an answer,"Wooooo! Wooooo! Woooooo!" He then tore off his clothes and ran into the cave.
The Irishman was puzzled and asked the other Indian what it was all about. "Was he crazy or what?"The other Indian replied "No, It is our custom during mating season when a man sees a cave, he hollers 'Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!' into the opening. If they get an answer back, it means there's a beautiful girl in there waiting for mating."
Just then they came upon another cave. The other Indian ran up to the cave, stopped, and hollered, "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" Soon enough, there was the answer. "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" from deep inside. He also tore off his clothes and ran into the opening.
The Irishman was left alone and wandered around in the woods for a while. He then saw a third large cave. He was amazed at the size of the huge opening. So he thinks, "Hoo, man ! Look at the size of this cave, much bigger than the two the Indians found earlier. There must be some really fine women inside." He stood in front of the opening and hollered with all his might, "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" Like the other man before, he heard a even bigger "WOOOOOOOOO, WOOOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOO!"With a gleam in his eye and a smile on his face, he raced into the cave,tearing off his clothes as he ran. He did not come out for a long long time.
The following day, the headline of the local newspaper read.....
NAKED IRISHMAN RUN OVER BY TRAIN =)
Loving & waiting..
Saturday, October 20, 2007
First day in school was reali horrible. The whole class was informed of the wrong lecture room and ending up waiting at the wrong place for more than 10mins. Everyone looked so prettyy on the first day of sch, with high heels.. make up.. and new clothes.. And, the bad thing for me was, im the shortest in the class today. hurhur.
I have offended someone unintentionally during the beginnaing of the 2nd lecture. i tink i had passed off a remark too carelessly. alrights. its my wrong. =(
The later part of the day was the worse of all, when we are supposed to form grps for the project work. Esp when you have no choice but to work with pple whom doesnt do work or u do not like. this had always been a big problem in my class. From choosing the members and forming groups to choosing of projects topics, there have always been endless objections and unhappiness. well, we cant possibly please everyone. Please all, and you will end up pleasing none. its a long story. so i shall not explain. but i am directly involved. haha. some were the victims of those bloodsuckers grp.. some were unhappy with things that are not going their way.. some were afraid of being separated from their grps and lose their diligent grp members.. and for my situation, im in the last category.
at the end of the day, no one is satisfied.
well, the problem remained unsolved and the story shall resume coming mon..
that was just the 'bad' part of the day, wat that brought a smile to my face was the lil outing with my classmates.
Was my first time hanging out till late night with a different clique in my class. whatever i felt was plain cuteness and fun with those lovely prettyy nicee babes. we went to lil india to do 'Heena'. And we even had vegetarian food at a restaurant. the pple there are sooooo slow when taking orders for customers. They only came after i spoke to them unhappily, ''can you please take our order? this is the 4th time i asking you to take our orders!'' and the thing is, he din come straight after hearing me, they came only few mins later. yes i must admit, their food was nice. but service is zero! the manager(i suppose), knowing that we are complaining here n there abt having to wait so long, gave me 10 5cents coins, when returning me the change, which makes up 50cents. he idiotically did it on purpose!
Anyways, we are not unreasonable customers who abuse watever customer rights.
the reason why we are unhappy is bcoz..
- they took 15-20mins just to take our order, they just say 1 mind, n ignore us thereafter.
- they took 15mins to cook the food, n yet the food isnt hot, it only slightly warm. so i dunno where they dug the food from..
- they served us drinks only after we requested for it twice and it came after we finished all our food.
- there are probably only 6 tables of customers and yet they are taking so long.
if there's a chance to complain, i probably would, but i guess they wldnt even bother, coz their food is nice, n they wldnt bother abt small flies liek us. ARGH! such pple!
anyway, before that, i did heena near my ankle..! together with xin ying. hers was reali pretty. i dun quite like mine.. co i feel tat it looked kinda weird. but afterall, im still happy with it. =)
this is how my hena looks like! its near my ankle!
after that was shoppign at bugis with xin ying and muliana. i guess i shall go shopping with them often!
overall, i still enjoyed my day, bcoz of these nice friends!
They are reali nice pple. =)
p/s: haven been toking or webcam-ing my ganbei for a week. hope to see you reali soon my ganbei! missing youuuu!
Loving & waiting..
Saturday, October 13, 2007
My long awaited gift from kelvin finally came..!Presenting...
This cute lil doggie with flowers were delivered right to my doorstep on 29 sep 2007, which is our first anniversary day.
A close-up of the flowers..
And now, its the precious gift that arrived today. Was reali angry with the singpost pple. They made the first delivery on wed morning at 9am and no one was at home. I made a call to arrange for a re-delivery of the parcel and the timing that we agreed on was bet 9am to 1pm on fri. i further requested for the parcel to be delivered before 1pm, as i will not be at home after 1.
Excited to receive the gift, i woke up to leave my room's door open at 9am, afraid that i might doze off and not able to hear if the door bell rings. i waited n waited.. kept going out to the door to check if anyone is there whenever i hear some noise coming out from outside.
it was 1pm and the parcel has yet to arrive. i got so angry that i called up singpost to check the status and location of my parcel. the lady said it was with the courier man already, but due to some delay, it will arrive late, btu not later than 2pm. 2pm?! ive got a briefing in sch at 3 and i need to leave my hse at 1 plus. how can i afford to wait till 2?! i told the lady tat ive requested for the parcel to arrive before 1pm. but the lady said that there are no remarks stated. ARGH! that lady who spoke to me 2 days before scammed me!
but, few mins later after i hung up the fone, the courier man finally arrived.
Yeah yeah!And here are the pictures of the
marvelous cute lil piece of work that my ganbei had done. its reali hard work. all the tiny lil things are handmade by him. All nicely shaped, coloured and glued together.. the whole thing illustrates the scene of the day when we first held each other's hands..
Venue: East Coast Park
The overview of the artpiece.
Top view
Thats the vios, tent, coconut trees and driveway..
Notice the laptop on the left? with the checkered pinic mat, allswell drinks and polky(its hiding behind the drinks.)
The 3D driveway with his car..
here is where we started..
fishing at bedok jetty.. notice the stapler leads? hah.
Im touched. i reali am.
Thanks for everything ganbei. =)
Loving & waiting..
Friday, October 12, 2007
The stones, boulders.. are starting to pile up.. sooner.. its gonna to collapse..how long more can it hold?
Loving & waiting..
